selfdecay

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about

This album was completed in jan/2009 and is a compilation of songs written in 2008 and it's the band's debut album.

Download the album now and receive the bonus track ''Join My Own Heart".

credits

released January 25, 2009

All music written and arranged by selfdecay

Guitar and vocals: Gabriel Falcão
Bass and background vocals: Pedro Gibson
Drums: Raphael Paci

Artwork by Pedro Jenkino

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selfdecay Rio, Brazil

Originally a collaboration between Pedro Gibson (bass) and Gabriel Falcao (vocals and guitar) on which both handled songwriting and production, the band currently has Gustavo Azem (drums) and Pedro Domicio (guitar, keys) collaborating as well.

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Track Name: Until The End Is Forgotten
You came to my town
to seek a way to live
you seemed so scared
how could we cross our paths together?
is there a reason to die or to live for
restless days of sadness
if we could choose what to do, what to fight for

I wanna fly (inside my own head) and fall out again now
I wanna be (inside my own head) the dark lights of your dreams now
I wanna lie cause I got no one else, cause I got nothing to tell you
I tried to live (this day like heaven) but the end has come

we can escape now
lets run across this outlands
your fear has gone away
embrace this side of life
the feeling of choosing the way that we want to
endless days of freedom
so we can say that a meaning was found and

I wanna fly (inside my own head) and fall out again now
I wanna be (inside my own head) the dark lights of your dreams now
I wanna lie cause I got no one else, cause I got nothing to tell you
I tried to live (please stay like heaven) but the end has come

Found my own way, found you
feel every day, feel greatfull
ohhhhh...
Found my own way, found you
feel every day, feel greatfull

I wanna fly (inside my own head) and fall out again now
I wanna be (inside my own head) the dark lights of your dreams now
I wanna lie cause I got no one else, cause I got nothing to tell you
I tried to live, but the end has come

I wanna fly (inside my own head) and feel high again now
I wanna be (inside my own head) the bright lights of your dreams now
dont wanna lie before you go too far, cause I got life to show you
I wanna live (this day like heaven) until the end is forgotten.
Track Name: Self Decay
(They come to you) You say to me I come back again
I figured it out, it's hard to retain
(To save my day) My future is tied up with my past
Spent my days not with the best

Maybe my problem lies in that direction, I choose a shortcut
So now to where it takes me I just don't know, I choose a shortcut
(Ooooh) Hope is for the weak people
(Ooooh) So on I keep this journey looking out the window

(Sold my soul) I've tried to live once more again
And every way leads to a dead end
(My self decay) I just fill up my empty days
with sparks of so happy days.

Maybe my problem lies in that direction, I choose a shortcut
So now to where it takes me I just don't know, I choose a shortcut

(Ooooh) Hope is for the weak people
(Ooooh) So on I keep this journey looking out the window
(Ooooh) Always two ways, happiness and pain.
(Ooooh) Hard and easy, happiness and pain
Track Name: Sweet Ends Bitter
All you have is all you got from those things that I gave
and all you do is seat and wait hoping I'll come and make
dont you never stop and blame the way that things just stray
all you've got is hope, so you just have to wait

Please don't ever just don't lie
I'll pray and cry my own life
Did you never kissed a dream before?
Don't you awake me no more

Please don’t ever ever just don’t lie
Please don’t ever ever just don’t lie
I’ll pray and cry my own life

Don’t you never stop and think about my hurtful day
all you have is all you got from those days that I stayed
Tearin' all of my dreams drying my secret thoughts
so theres no turning back, theres no hide away

Please dont ever, ever just dont lie
Please dont ever, ever say it again
Please don't ever (I wont hide anymore)
just don't lie (don’t lie)
I'll pray and cry my own

Did you never (I won’t try anymore) kissed a dream before?
(sweet ends bitter) Don't you awake me no more

All you have is all you got from those things that I gave
and all you do is seat and wait hoping i will come and make

I’ll pray and cry
my own life
pray and cry
my own life

Please don’t ever, ever just don’t lie
Please don’t ever, ever say it again
I’ll pray and cry my own life
Did you never kissed a dream before?
I won’t hide anymore
I won’t hide.
Track Name: Usher
Every time that you please me, you call three o'clock in the morning, to cry for your soul
You know that my pleasure of living, giving more than receiving, and I'm feeling so abused
Thank you a lot, that you brought me hope
You've become fog, in memory's flow

Keep on searching the light
with this storming pride
Nothing compares to my defeated life (my castle of sand)
Your selfish living pushed to the limits of fate (you'll become mine)

Every time that you please me, you call three o'clock in the morning, to cry for your soul
You know that my pleasure of living, giving more than receiving, and I'm feeling so abused
Thank you a lot, that you brought me hope
You've become fog, in memory's flow

Keep on searching the light
with this storming pride
Nothing compares to my defeated life (my castle of sand)
Your selfish living pushed to the limits of fate (you'll become mine)

Keep on searching the light
with this storming pride
Track Name: Meet My Avolition
Burning flames of life apart
Through the shame, living on
Bleeding me, I see too dark
Blowing blast, life of regrets

I've got this power that I can't be free
To always think, I just can't sleep
We're leaving flowers on your dream disease
I still believe that I can still achieve

Every single day, a brand new excuse
All I gotta do, is seek a falling truth
I'm doing time, in my superstition
Won't you meet my avolition

I know it’s true that I can fade away
This sour speech of mine can break a heart
I'll follow you, apealing truth
Every time I want my dreams to start

Blame and greed are my resources
Breaching in with growing force
Planting seeds of my disgrace
Spread away with no remorse

I've got this power that I can't be free
To always think, I just can't sleep
We're leaving flowers on your dream disease
I still believe that I can still achieve

Every single day, a brand new excuse
All you gotta do, is seek a falling truth
I'm doing time, in my superstition
Won't you meet my avolition

I know it’s true that I can fade away
This sour speech of mine can break a heart
I'll follow you, apealing truth
Every time I want my dreams to start

I know it’s true that I can fade away
This sour speech of mine can break a heart
I'll follow you, apealing truth
Every time I want my dreams to start
Track Name: The Answer
I can't forget about the things you done ( lying for you)
I could not sail through those empty seas ( dying for you)
If you know the answer please just tell me
If you try my kindness you'll be sorry

No it's not the answer
I won't let you go, because no it's not the answer
I won't let you go, because no it's not the answer

Running out of mags but persistence it's the blood in me
Persistence is the blood in me, shooting at their heads i'll keep
Given all I have ans staying with nothing for me (Staying)
staying with nothing for me, given all I have( All you gotta do is let me go)

Broken's my flowing scheme to try this world
Floating while the shot hunts me, the way I did
If I blow the fortress please don't wait me
If I let the gold, would you tell me?

No it's not the answer
I won't let you go, because no it's not the answer
I won't let you go, because no it's not the answer

Running out of mags but persistence it's the blood in me
Persistence is the blood in me, shooting at their heads i'll keep
Given all I have ans staying with nothing for me (Staying)
staying with nothing for me, given all I have( All you gotta do is let me go)
Track Name: Life Script
This is the god damn wrong way I have always told you
God you're the guy you were just right I trusted you to care my name
Well you leave me no choice, You've got to disappear
Your mama told you so my boy, just vanish, get out of here!

Ripped my own life script (Don't wanna waste my life)
You should have done it before
Burned my own life script (until the flames are gone)
Don’t wanna live this sick life

Have you done the right thing when, you used to kill me every day
Maybe I was drowned for that but I was just made for this
Not easy to understand, you oughta have to agree
Ladies and gentleman nice to meet you, I wasn't born alive!

Ripped my own life script (Don't wanna waste my life)
You should have done it before
Burned my own life script (until the flames are gone)
Don’t wanna live this sick life

you wanna change the script
cause your life is so restricted
blowing doubtful winds
brings a faith release
told you we’re not meant for this
you can’t change the script
the force you can’t defeat
you can not change the script
Track Name: Sick
My trouble has no end, and it won’t take too long
I have no time to change, ‘cause my life came to an end
Please give a sign, that everything will be just fine
I’ll leave it to chance, and just let fate decide my way

hey
do you want me to stay
hey
we'll end up doing it again
hey (why my trouble seems to have no end?)
do you want me to fake?
hey (why cant you just give another sign?)
do you want me to play your game

I guess it’s over now
but it's so hard to agree
keeping my mind away
or at least relieve my pain

you seem happy now
well it's so hard to pretend
who will I blame
grab my soul and go away

hey
do you want me to stay
hey
we'll end up doing it again
hey (why my trouble seems to have no end?)
do you want me to fake?
hey (why cant you just give another sign?)
do you want me to play your game

breath me
feel me now

You can’t walk away like that
you can’t leave me here to death
There's no way to scape the fate
there's no time for turning back,
I'm sick
you're sick
we're sick
I’m sick

hey
do you want me to stay
hey
we'll end up doing it again
hey (my trouble has no end)
do you want me to fake?
hey (I guess it’s over now)
do you want me to play your game

hey (why my trouble seems to have no end?)
do you want me to stay
hey (why cant you just give another sign?)
we'll end up doing it again
hey (my trouble has no end)
do you want me to fake?
hey (I guess it’s over now)
do you want me to play your game.
Track Name: Man In Limbo
I'm feeling something
Growing in me
Into my bones
I cant see

I'm feeling something
Changing me
Lighting my way
I believe

This long night wont end
Until we still have dreams
Running through these life
I wont be there to see
getting outside when
I'm hoping to be
Getting outside when
I'm still being me

Calling my name,
I feel you kind of strange
Damsel,
why do you disappear for long?

I'm feeling something
Changing me
Lighting my way
I believe

Cry me oceans of suspended acts of me
Remembering the chains that once held us back
Feeling something, destroying me
Slowly sucking my soul, I do believe