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selfdecay

by selfdecay

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1.
Intro 02:10
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2.
Until The End Is Forgotten 04:50
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You came to my town to seek a way to live you seemed so scared how could we cross our paths together? is there a reason to die or to live for restless days of sadness if we could choose what to do, what to fight for I wanna fly (inside my own head) and fall out again now I wanna be (inside my own head) the dark lights of your dreams now I wanna lie cause I got no one else, cause I got nothing to tell you I tried to live (this day like heaven) but the end has come we can escape now lets run across this outlands your fear has gone away embrace this side of life the feeling of choosing the way that we want to endless days of freedom so we can say that a meaning was found and I wanna fly (inside my own head) and fall out again now I wanna be (inside my own head) the dark lights of your dreams now I wanna lie cause I got no one else, cause I got nothing to tell you I tried to live (please stay like heaven) but the end has come Found my own way, found you feel every day, feel greatfull ohhhhh... Found my own way, found you feel every day, feel greatfull I wanna fly (inside my own head) and fall out again now I wanna be (inside my own head) the dark lights of your dreams now I wanna lie cause I got no one else, cause I got nothing to tell you I tried to live, but the end has come I wanna fly (inside my own head) and feel high again now I wanna be (inside my own head) the bright lights of your dreams now dont wanna lie before you go too far, cause I got life to show you I wanna live (this day like heaven) until the end is forgotten.
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Self Decay 04:53
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(They come to you) You say to me I come back again I figured it out, it's hard to retain (To save my day) My future is tied up with my past Spent my days not with the best Maybe my problem lies in that direction, I choose a shortcut So now to where it takes me I just don't know, I choose a shortcut (Ooooh) Hope is for the weak people (Ooooh) So on I keep this journey looking out the window (Sold my soul) I've tried to live once more again And every way leads to a dead end (My self decay) I just fill up my empty days with sparks of so happy days. Maybe my problem lies in that direction, I choose a shortcut So now to where it takes me I just don't know, I choose a shortcut (Ooooh) Hope is for the weak people (Ooooh) So on I keep this journey looking out the window (Ooooh) Always two ways, happiness and pain. (Ooooh) Hard and easy, happiness and pain
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Sweet Ends Bitter 05:48
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All you have is all you got from those things that I gave and all you do is seat and wait hoping I'll come and make dont you never stop and blame the way that things just stray all you've got is hope, so you just have to wait Please don't ever just don't lie I'll pray and cry my own life Did you never kissed a dream before? Don't you awake me no more Please don’t ever ever just don’t lie Please don’t ever ever just don’t lie I’ll pray and cry my own life Don’t you never stop and think about my hurtful day all you have is all you got from those days that I stayed Tearin' all of my dreams drying my secret thoughts so theres no turning back, theres no hide away Please dont ever, ever just dont lie Please dont ever, ever say it again Please don't ever (I wont hide anymore) just don't lie (don’t lie) I'll pray and cry my own Did you never (I won’t try anymore) kissed a dream before? (sweet ends bitter) Don't you awake me no more All you have is all you got from those things that I gave and all you do is seat and wait hoping i will come and make I’ll pray and cry my own life pray and cry my own life Please don’t ever, ever just don’t lie Please don’t ever, ever say it again I’ll pray and cry my own life Did you never kissed a dream before? I won’t hide anymore I won’t hide.
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Usher 04:34
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Every time that you please me, you call three o'clock in the morning, to cry for your soul You know that my pleasure of living, giving more than receiving, and I'm feeling so abused Thank you a lot, that you brought me hope You've become fog, in memory's flow Keep on searching the light with this storming pride Nothing compares to my defeated life (my castle of sand) Your selfish living pushed to the limits of fate (you'll become mine) Every time that you please me, you call three o'clock in the morning, to cry for your soul You know that my pleasure of living, giving more than receiving, and I'm feeling so abused Thank you a lot, that you brought me hope You've become fog, in memory's flow Keep on searching the light with this storming pride Nothing compares to my defeated life (my castle of sand) Your selfish living pushed to the limits of fate (you'll become mine) Keep on searching the light with this storming pride
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Meet My Avolition 06:16
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Burning flames of life apart Through the shame, living on Bleeding me, I see too dark Blowing blast, life of regrets I've got this power that I can't be free To always think, I just can't sleep We're leaving flowers on your dream disease I still believe that I can still achieve Every single day, a brand new excuse All I gotta do, is seek a falling truth I'm doing time, in my superstition Won't you meet my avolition I know it’s true that I can fade away This sour speech of mine can break a heart I'll follow you, apealing truth Every time I want my dreams to start Blame and greed are my resources Breaching in with growing force Planting seeds of my disgrace Spread away with no remorse I've got this power that I can't be free To always think, I just can't sleep We're leaving flowers on your dream disease I still believe that I can still achieve Every single day, a brand new excuse All you gotta do, is seek a falling truth I'm doing time, in my superstition Won't you meet my avolition I know it’s true that I can fade away This sour speech of mine can break a heart I'll follow you, apealing truth Every time I want my dreams to start I know it’s true that I can fade away This sour speech of mine can break a heart I'll follow you, apealing truth Every time I want my dreams to start
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The Answer 06:06
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I can't forget about the things you done ( lying for you) I could not sail through those empty seas ( dying for you) If you know the answer please just tell me If you try my kindness you'll be sorry No it's not the answer I won't let you go, because no it's not the answer I won't let you go, because no it's not the answer Running out of mags but persistence it's the blood in me Persistence is the blood in me, shooting at their heads i'll keep Given all I have ans staying with nothing for me (Staying) staying with nothing for me, given all I have( All you gotta do is let me go) Broken's my flowing scheme to try this world Floating while the shot hunts me, the way I did If I blow the fortress please don't wait me If I let the gold, would you tell me? No it's not the answer I won't let you go, because no it's not the answer I won't let you go, because no it's not the answer Running out of mags but persistence it's the blood in me Persistence is the blood in me, shooting at their heads i'll keep Given all I have ans staying with nothing for me (Staying) staying with nothing for me, given all I have( All you gotta do is let me go)
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Life Script 03:40
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This is the god damn wrong way I have always told you God you're the guy you were just right I trusted you to care my name Well you leave me no choice, You've got to disappear Your mama told you so my boy, just vanish, get out of here! Ripped my own life script (Don't wanna waste my life) You should have done it before Burned my own life script (until the flames are gone) Don’t wanna live this sick life Have you done the right thing when, you used to kill me every day Maybe I was drowned for that but I was just made for this Not easy to understand, you oughta have to agree Ladies and gentleman nice to meet you, I wasn't born alive! Ripped my own life script (Don't wanna waste my life) You should have done it before Burned my own life script (until the flames are gone) Don’t wanna live this sick life you wanna change the script cause your life is so restricted blowing doubtful winds brings a faith release told you we’re not meant for this you can’t change the script the force you can’t defeat you can not change the script
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Sick 06:00
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My trouble has no end, and it won’t take too long I have no time to change, ‘cause my life came to an end Please give a sign, that everything will be just fine I’ll leave it to chance, and just let fate decide my way hey do you want me to stay hey we'll end up doing it again hey (why my trouble seems to have no end?) do you want me to fake? hey (why cant you just give another sign?) do you want me to play your game I guess it’s over now but it's so hard to agree keeping my mind away or at least relieve my pain you seem happy now well it's so hard to pretend who will I blame grab my soul and go away hey do you want me to stay hey we'll end up doing it again hey (why my trouble seems to have no end?) do you want me to fake? hey (why cant you just give another sign?) do you want me to play your game breath me feel me now You can’t walk away like that you can’t leave me here to death There's no way to scape the fate there's no time for turning back, I'm sick you're sick we're sick I’m sick hey do you want me to stay hey we'll end up doing it again hey (my trouble has no end) do you want me to fake? hey (I guess it’s over now) do you want me to play your game hey (why my trouble seems to have no end?) do you want me to stay hey (why cant you just give another sign?) we'll end up doing it again hey (my trouble has no end) do you want me to fake? hey (I guess it’s over now) do you want me to play your game.
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Man In Limbo 05:18
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I'm feeling something Growing in me Into my bones I cant see I'm feeling something Changing me Lighting my way I believe This long night wont end Until we still have dreams Running through these life I wont be there to see getting outside when I'm hoping to be Getting outside when I'm still being me Calling my name, I feel you kind of strange Damsel, why do you disappear for long? I'm feeling something Changing me Lighting my way I believe Cry me oceans of suspended acts of me Remembering the chains that once held us back Feeling something, destroying me Slowly sucking my soul, I do believe
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Join My Own Heart 04:29
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live die now and i wont have to know love this now and i wont have to go this night lights seems to be so weak give up now and i wont have to speak my suffer is inevitable from your own life i will be glad to say i wont lie be here when i feel alone talk to my head this space full of emptiness join my own heart states of mind has never been so wrong feels like fights against my acts in life blasting grounds appear to be growing how to scape a matter of living on i wont go on alone in vein cuz i cant stand i wont feel bad again in vein cuz i cant stand this lonely me

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This album was completed in jan/2009 and is a compilation of songs written in 2008 and it's the band's debut album.

Download the album now and receive the bonus track ''Join My Own Heart".

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released January 25, 2009

All music written and arranged by selfdecay

Guitar and vocals: Gabriel Falcão
Bass and background vocals: Pedro Gibson
Drums: Raphael Paci

Artwork by Pedro Jenkino

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selfdecay Rio, Brazil

Originally a collaboration between Pedro Gibson (bass) and Gabriel Falcao (vocals and guitar) on which both handled songwriting and production, the band currently has Gustavo Azem (drums) and Pedro Domicio (guitar, keys) collaborating as well.

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